
ORLANDO -- Clemson running back
C.J. Spiller will watch the Heisman Trophy presentation at home on television Saturday night, still thinking he should be in New York as one of the five finalists.
He still considers himself the best player in college football -- and he might be right.
"I still have that mindset, that I'm the best player out there,'' he said before the College Football Awards ceremony Thursday night in Orlando. "I went into every game thinking I wanted to be the best player on the field. And I came out of the games thinking the same thing.''
Spiller certainly played the role last week at the Atlantic Coast Conference championship game when he rushed for 233 yards and four touchdowns on just 20 carries.
Although his season-long rushing totals -- 1,145 yards and 11 touchdowns on 201 carries -- weren't spectacular enough, the explosiveness of his all-around game definitely was.
He had six games of at least 200 all-purpose running yards. He went seven consecutive games with a single play of at least 60 yards. He had 20 touchdowns this season -- either a rush, a reception, a kickoff or punt return -- and he was the only player in college football to score at least one in every game.
"I don't know if there was any player in the country who's more valuable to his team than C.J. Spiller,'' said Clemson coach
Dabo Swinney.
Spiller's versatility -- his ability to do it all -- may be what cost him a shot at the Heisman. After his 96-yard kickoff return against Middle Tennessee on the opening play and his 50-yard punt return soon afterward, he hardly played in a lopsided game. Had he not played in a another rout against Coastal Carolina, in which he had carried only five times for 27 yards before leaving early, he would have led the nation in all-purpose running at 206 yards per game. Instead he finished fourth.
"I'm not going to let one trophy define my career. It would have been an honor to be there (in New York), but I don' t hold any grudges against any of those guys there. Maybe if we were 11-1 or 12-0, I'd be there.''
What also hurt Spiller's chance were the five losses Clemson endured. The defense allowed at least 30 points in three of the losses. And too many times teams would kick away from him. Five of his 28 kick returns this season went for touchdowns.
He is one of the three finalists for the Doak Walker Award, given annually to the nation's top running back. The other two finalists are
Mark Ingram (Alabama) and
Toby Gerhart (Stanford), who will leave for New York as Heisman finalists Friday.
"Every week, I went out to prove I was the best,'' Spiller said. "That's all you can really do, then let others decide.''